FUcking FRiday

so today i woke up at 11:30am! i didnt go 2 skool cuz i thought no one would be there! lol…welllll i should have gone…ive been in my room all day(its now 4:30)…my dad is still not talking so i dont wanna b in the same room as him!. 2morrow im going to go see prom night with nicky, then were gunna meet up with ppl and go 2 a club! thats what i need….i need to dance! im not even gunna drink either! its gunna be great…of course i wont be able to get the van, because MISTER ASSHOLE will prolly not acknowledge me at all. I should have known this was gonna happen though. It is after all my fucking b-day weekend, and my birthday is always like this, but the fucking silent treatment? yeah-FUCKING-right. just get over yourself you douch bag asshole

Very Bad Thursday Evening

so 2day was my best friends grad, as well as many other friends. and what happens? i 4get my coat at home, so i figure ill come back and take the van. but we get delayed at the airporta dn by the time we got home its was like 6:15. if i schedule a time to go, i dnt wanna be later then that time or i wont go. and i told myself id go at 5:30….so i sat there staring at the time…watching it tick closer 2 7pm, waiting and grasping the couch for it to say 7! i finally looked away when it said 7! i then txted ppl to tell them that i wasnt coming, and maybe ill go 2 the restaurant. well that didnt go so well either…my dad had the whole “silent, i wont look at you anymore” treatment going on. so i had no way of getting down there. there was no poinbt of me going, cuz i had already had dinner, but “hey” to see my friends, it could be worth it. buuuuut NOPE! so i sat on the edge of my bed at 10:45, looking at the bus schedule. u c i had gotten a call 2mins b4 saying they were now going to a pub….i wanted to die…i just wanted to be with my friends but that one call at 4:30 screwed up everything. my advice to myself is…  “BUY A FUCKING CAR, MORON!”

Randomly First

so this is my first post. hopefully i actually follow this one. i had one on livejournal…i may have wrote in it 10 times(i had it 4 5 yrs)! lol…os i have nothing to vent about now, but maybe i will later on? oh well…my friends grad is 2morrow! its sad…i dnt grad till october and im not sure if ill even be here…pooey! im gonna miss my bestest friend though! it’ll be a sad day…i will see her periodically though..if she gets the job in k-town then i can prolly stop by after school!. just to bug the hell outta her! oh shiiit i g2g..gotta do the dishes and h/w. Peace